10:42 pm. And I don't know what I should do.
It's not late and I think I can do something... but I hesitate.
The self-inquiry begins:
Is it all in your head?
Are you trying to feel something that is not there,
that does not exist?
Think back,
see the past,
think forward:
tomorrow is uncertain but it's very much like your past.
10:50 pm. I guess that took too long.
My head is slowing down,
my heart appears to be forgetful.
Wishful thinking...
only that is left.
